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| 06:24pm 01/12/2005 |
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guess who is going to party with rusted root tonight and see them for free because she is on the friggin guest list?!?!?!
if you havent figured out its me.. then its me.! |
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| 04:38pm 05/08/2004 |
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it has been a long time since i last devoted an entire day to reading. so today was the day. i couldnt sleep last night/this morning so i got up at around five am. very unlike me, i know, but it felt good to see the morning first thing instead of early afternoon. i went out breakfast around 8 with austin. nothing glamourous, but it was a good time. good conversation. i got home around ten thirty and read unitll now. i am reading an amazing book, House of Leaves (Mark Z. Danielewski). i cant put it down. it seems to capture every emotion to the fullest extent. good job on the authors part. amazing. i dont wnat to go into the details of the book but i will say it is defiatly work the time to read it. dont be intimidated by the wopping 700+ pages. its worth it. |
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| 11:32pm 03/08/2004 |
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im setting myself up again. im really not as numb as i say i am. but i dontknow what to do about it. i dont want to be numb i want to be good. i want to feel confident with the people i deal with on a daily basis, but really i dont trust anyone. but maybe that is a good thing.
today i banged my toe on the sidewalk. chrissy thought i need stiches. im too tough. it dosent hurt. we'll see tomarrow how it goes. good night. |
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| im looking at myself, reflections of my mind. |
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| 12:54am 31/07/2004 |
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there is a free dispatch show today tomarrow today. later on after sleep.
it is at the hatchshell in boston all day (dispatch goes on at 5). you should all go because it is their last ever and you will all be sad never seeing dispatch in your whole life. im glad i dont have to feel that way. i am goign with chrissy pelland. i think chrissy is a nice girl.
i hate how everyday i am tired and everynight i am awake. im just friggin wiredddd right now. i always want to go out at like one in the morning, but never can obviously. but i am the most energized at this time. gahh.
school starts some time, sometime that may or may not be soon. less than a month i imagine. but that is a month away.
aaron is in ireland. he is proboly my best friend ever. i like aaron he is a nice boy and i am very glad he is my friend. i am very sad that he is in ireland and i am not. this is goign to be a very uneventful week with out aaron. bu ti guess i have work and plans enough to get me by.
wow this is a whole lot of nothing. bu ti still have nothing to do and there is no way i can sleeep.... ohwell. |
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| my life is amazing. |
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| 10:21pm 13/07/2004 |
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i love that i have a crappy job, which pays crappy money. today, i got paid six dollars an hour to stand in place for eight hours, greet people, rip their goddamned tickets and point them in the direction of their movie. most of whom, could not understand what first theater on the left down this hallway meant. they would preceed to wander aimlessly around the hall and into the wrong theater most likely. but who am i to complain i am getting paid six whole dollars an hour for this. i dont think it would have been bad if i didnt have this screaming headache/toothache the whole time. maybe it would have been better if those three freshmen bitches werent screaming at the top of thier lungs about some fucking racecar game, but who knows.
the rain was the crappiest rain tonight. driving home, it was the kindof rain that doesnt do anythign but stick to your windows, so it was drizzling/misting out and i had the windshield wipers going full blast. it was annoying, especially because they squeak, which all made my head feel a hell of a lot better.
tomarrow night will be a repeat of today, plus it is saposed to shitty rain again. the only plus is that i get paid. i seriously cannot wait. |
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| 10:51pm 07/07/2004 |
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jesus christ is there anyone out there who is capable of an intelegent conversation. you pour out your philosopy which you have spent months perfecting in your head and the first person you share it with is a compleat idiot who challenges you for the sake of argument. when did it come to the point where the human being stoped listening, truly listening and started challenging people with the arguement that they need to think as an individual, jesus christ will you realize that there is no way to compleatly have an individual thought and philosophyy without influence of others. without other peoples input your ideas are a hack of bullshit without any real standing in the real world. when are people going to stop tying so hard to be individuals and start trying to be intelectuals. i think people often get the two confused or think that being intelectual is being individual or vice versa. this country is serioulsy going down hill fast if its youth can not understand what it means to have an open mind, that is all i am ask ing for , is for someone to friggin listen to me and what i have to say without finding any little way to challenge me jsut for the sake of challenging. wake up people! |
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| 08:21pm 07/07/2004 |
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i had a really good day with chrisssy and sara at the beach. but of corse one mr. had to ruin it in the end by pissing me off royaly. seriously i hate him right now. i just wnat to tell him to make up his fucking mind about what he wants before i ever see him again. i dont know why i keep going back to the bullshit that he puts on but i guess i do. i really think i am pathetic, agree?
but on a lighter, happier more rad note, chrissy and i are going to see the cure together on august 8. how fucking sweet is that. also playing is rapture interpol and mogwai, possibly cursive and the pixies, bu ti dont know. all hersay,yanno? so we are going to kick some bitches asses on the dance floor and show em all how it is done. and you all are jealous, one way to cure that envy would be to join us. it is kinda pricey, at fifty dollars a ticket, but come on man, its the cure. and you will cut quite a rug with us swear to god.!.
i got my wisdom teeth out yesterday and that was fun, seriously. it wasnt bad at all. people tried to scare me with their horror stories, but i guess they dont realize how tough i am. seriously buff. i work up from the anethesia laughing my ass off. it was great.
okay that is it. longest post in history made by katie marie wilson, hoped you enjoyed it. it may be the last one that is more than two sentancess ever. later. |
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| 06:04pm 29/06/2004 |
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im mad at a very stupid person. but i cant decide who is more stupid me or him. what a waste this summer is turning out to be. i wish school would just start again just so i had something to do. i need more than two friends swear to god. the two friends i got are too busy anyways. oh wellllllllllllllllllll. i hate this so ooo much |
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| woopwoop |
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| 09:36pm 28/06/2004 |
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I am at my sisters house now and i finally got back my favorite mixed modest mouse/ ugly cassanova cd EVER! it was hand made by mr. ben buck aproximatly almost two years ago. when i got it it was covered in crap because somethign had spilt on it, but with a little tlc my baby is back and rocking like never before. i am extatic.!!!. sooo happy. |
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| auditions for the part of a new best friend |
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| 12:49am 23/06/2004 |
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i really dont have many people to talk to these days. the people that i would have could have arent for me so much anymore. and there isnt much left of last years gang that i talk to much. or for that matter. anyone. there isnt anyone i talk to. so when it comes time to discuss the major points of the issue i am left onesided and in the same place as where i started. i just want coffee meetings and good talk. that is all. someone to be comfortable with, with no ties to screw me over and good laughs. someone to trust and behold and love and share with. i dont want some guy to fill this place, i want a best friend. i miss the ones i had. and feel compeled to say woops. iscrewed up a lot. im not asking for anythign but if you are interested in the part, let me know |
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| anyone want to be friends today? |
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| 10:28pm 11/06/2004 |
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im glad about today.
it is nice to recieve such attention to make one think that one wont be so bored with ones life so much anymore. i was waiting for a turn around, to meet some new faces to make a new life. it might just be seven numbers but it is my contact to the outside world and it is nice to share those with other new faces. i am trying to decide who the next me will be and it would be nice to turn to old things and not be so new but to be a better version of what was. i want to change the old philosopy, though. i think i would just like any ol philosophy right now, i need to do some reading i think. it is so nice to smile. it is so nice to breathe and be alive i love living. it is nice to grow. i need to do some growing. i need to find something new to believe in. some soul searching is definatly in order. |
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| 05:22am 31/03/2004 |
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soooooooo its five.twenty-two on wednesday. i cant figure out weather to go to sschool with this tummy ache or sit at home again. i hate being home sick it is so boring. ill fix it goood. |
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